It has been a busy week for me while Mark has been running all over the place for Casual Elegance. This is the time of year when I work with Blue Moon Farm to produce their annual catalog. We like to get it out by the end of June.
This is a labor of love for me, since the owners of Blue Moon Farm are my sister Jean and her husband Leo. Their catalog is not a flashy piece, but more along the lines of a newsletter, with photos of their products, and news from their Richmond Kentucky farm.
It is sad to put it together this year, with Jean’s written piece about the loss of their beloved Rottweiler Luna Blue, who succumbed to osteosarcoma last fall after fighting such a brave fight. She was is such pain from the tumor which was basically bursting through her bones, that the decision was made to amputate her front leg. She had weeks of chemotherapy after, and amazed everyone with how quickly she adapted to life as a “tripod”. I will never forget seeing photographs of her joyously jumping in the air (this is a BIG three legged dog we are talking about) to catch snowballs just weeks later. Something she would not have even been alive to experience at that point in time, had Jean and Leo not had the courage to make the decision to remove her leg. The cancer reared its ugly head again several months later, in her lungs, and basically there was nothing further they could do to help her.
They made her happy and comfortable for as long as they could – Leo taking her in his truck to parts of the farm she could no longer reach by herself on foot, so that she could see the wild turkeys and other “beasts” that she bravely defended her family from on a daily basis J
She was a fighter to the end, and it broke all our hearts to lose her – but Jean’s and Leo’s more than anyone’s. There is no harder decision to make than the one to end a beloved pet’s suffering. We have all been through it, more times than we would wish. But even knowing that it is the greatest act of love we can give them, it never gets any easier, and the grief we are left with is devastating.
But our furry friends depend on us to have the strength to let them go, and Jean and Leo received this poem from Dr. Nellie Owen – a friend they made during Luna’s struggle – which is such a beautiful tribute to that strength.
From Friend to Friend
You’re giving me a special gift,
So sorrowfully endowed,
And through these last few cherished days
Your courage makes me proud.
But really, love is knowing
When your best friend is in pain
And understanding earthly acts
Will only be in vain
So looking deep into your eyes,
Beyond, into your soul,
I see in you the magic, that will
Once more make me whole.
The strength that you possess,
Is why I look to you today,
To do this thing that must be done,
For it’s the only way.
That strength is why I’ve followed you,
And chose you as my friend,
And why I’ve loved you all these years…
My partner ’til the end.
Please, understand just what this gift,
You’re giving, means to me,
It gives me back the strength I’ve lost,
And all my dignity.
You take a stand on my behalf,
For that is what friends do.
And know that what you do is right,
For I believe it too.
So one last time, I breathe your scent,
And through your hand I feel,
The courage that’s within you,
To now grant me this appeal.
Cut the leash that holds me here,
Dear friend, and let me run,
Once more a strong and steady dog,
My pain and struggle done.
And don’t despair my passing,
For I won’t be far away,
Forever here, within your heart,
And memory I’ll stay.
I’ll be there watching over you,
Your ever faithful friend,
And in your memories I’ll run,
…a young dog once again.
In Memory of Asta, Feb. 1997
(c) Karen Clouston
LUNA BLUE 2 DAYS BEFORE SURGERY – With “brother” Chashi
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